I really have to stop

February 19, 2009 at 3:41 am | Posted in Quit | Leave a comment
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going to McDonalds! I keep trying what I thought were my old favorites. I just need to accept that I thought it was good food because my taste buds clearly were not working right when I was smoking. After I ate the Big Mac, I had a big craving. I wonder if I had always felt the need to smoke after one just to camoflage the taste??? No big deal. I can easily avoid it this trigger.

Otherwise it was a pretty boring day. We had snow last night so I went out and took a few pictures. I think I am transferring addictions. I have always taken a lot of pictures but recently if I don’t use my camera every day it just feels wrong. Oh well, this is one I know I can live with.

It is cold and windy tonight. It is nice to look out the window at the moving branches and be happy that I am no longer standing outside miserable anymore. My hands are finally warm.

PMS. sucks.

February 17, 2009 at 4:38 am | Posted in Quit | Leave a comment
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I finally figured out why suddenly yesterday my cravings got worse and my patience completely deteriorated. I looked at the calendar today and realized it was PMS. Of course, I had to look it up. Apparently if you quit near PMS, your success rate plummets. Women have a better chance at the beginning of their cycle.

Statistics schmatistics. Dave and I also should be divorced based on those. Apparently we are in the lucky 20% or so for our situation. I am not going to fall prey to these either.

I am actually feeling better about my increasingly bad attitude. I was worried that I wasn’t strong enough to handle it. Now I know what I am handling, big deal. I handle being pure evil every month. That part of my life hasn’t changed.

I am so close to a full week that I can almost taste it. I guarantee that when I get there that it will so much tastier than anything was in my life a week ago.

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